4 Years Old

October 27, 2010

There happened to be NO SCHOOL the day of Carson's birthday and the kids had free lunch coupons to a buffet, so we went to eat lunch and then to Chuck E. Cheese.  We very rarely take our kids out to eat, so it's a real treat for them when we do.  Anyhow, we walked in and as we're going to get our table, everyone's eyes were on us!  I can only imagine what thoughts were going through there minds, seeing 2 adults with 5 young children.  We sit down, and there's a group of ladies next to us, and one of them says, "You've got your hands full, don't ya?"  I didn't respond the way that I wanted to because I didn't want to sound rude, but I kind of paused for a moment (really wanting to say what I was thinking), and then said, "yeah, they keep us busy."  We then proceed to get everyone situated and Brian and I taking turns getting each of the kids their plate of food.  By the time, it was my turn to get my plate of food, the kids were ready to go back for more.  Nothing unusual though, at home, by the time I get everyone what they need, and up and down from the table 10 times, I'm usually taking my first bite, when the kids are ready to get down.  So back to my story.  We'd been eating awhile and this same lady said to me, "I must say though, your children are very well behaved."  I responded, nicely, but was still wondering if she thought I had taken offense to her first question and was trying to make up for it.  We finish our lunch and go on our way.  But I tell of this incident because not too long ago, I was thinking of the comments and stares I get when I have all my children with me.  Before when people would say something to me, I'd respond as if I knew I was crazy to have this many kids.  I think I responded the way I did, because I didn't want to be rude, and it's easier to just agree with what they're saying, but the truth of it is, is that I don't care what people think anymore.  I know it's not the normal thing to have a lot of kids, which I didn't think 5 was considered a huge family, but whatever.  Pretty average for me!  I guess for me, when I hear people tell me that I "have my hands full", I'd much rather have them full than not!  I'm not saying that life isn't hard or crazy sometimes, but the truth of it is, is that I wouldn't want it any differently.   When I see people who want children so badly and aren't able to, I can't imagine for one second, not having that opportunity, which is one reason why I am so incredibly grateful to "have my hands full."  The saying, "I never said it would be easy, I only said, it would be worth it" has always been a favorite of mine.  When life gets difficult, I think of this, and am reminded that the difficult things in life strengthen us and make us stronger.  Having and raising a family isn't easy, but I know after this life, it's my family that I will have FOREVER and every trial or sacrifice I had to make as a mother will be WORTH IT!

Loving all the rides!

Can you see them in the front wheel?

Sad Puppy Face

Kaden was laughing so hard!  I love seeing my kids have such a good time.

Carson with all his gifts from grandparents and mom and dad.  And homemade cards from siblings.  I posted 3 pictures of the same thing because I loved his face in each of them.  It was never the same!

Gifts from grandpa and grandma in Idaho.  (Carson's singing Happy Birthday he's watching me type this)

Brian was a bit concerned that I would make him a cake with pink frosting.  It was his choice, but not because of the color.  He wanted a cherry chip cake along with cherry frosting (not homemade), and that particular Betty Crocker frosting happens to be pink.

Everyone singing to him.  He was so happy!

We love our sweet, loveable Carson.  For his age, he is pretty big and husky, but is still our little guy that has the saddest face ever when disciplined, and still loves to snuggle!